Imagining someone reading

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It has been a while since I've written anything. I guess no one reading what I have to say has discouraged me from writing. The truth is, no one wants to perform in the dark for their whole lives, no one wants to sing to only deaf people, and I don't want to write letters only to myself. 


But I realised, I believe one day people will read my work. I should keep on writing like Van Gogh who kept on painting even though no one appreciated his work and even mocked him.


I will write as if no one is reading.

I love to carve my mind into words, to trace my heart on paper. Here, to type as my voice sings inside my head. Embarking on an adventure of self acceptance, self love, self improvement and soul searching. I wish to share it, the ups and downs. Perhaps I could inspire someone to finally start their overdue pilgrimage, or to be a friend to someone who is on the same hike. Expect personal stories, lessons learned, controversial opinions, fanfictions, honest reviews and emotional rants. You can call me Tortoise! FUN FACTS ABOUT ME: *Age:23 (still as confuse as ever!) *Zodiac sign:Cancer *Personality: INFP-T *Goodreads:https://www.goodreads.com/tortoiseteoh

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